The Agony of a Sox fan in California

The main anguish of my life now that it's near the end of the season is the mix of trepidation and restrained hope that this will be the year for the Red Sox. I feel like I'm getting an ulcer with each passing game day and it's not helping that there are a couple of Sox/Yanks series coming up. And the worst part is, I can only anguish remotely, and not see the games live on TV. It's a rough rough life.